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Never thought finding genuine happiness in my simple life could be so easy.
I've always had a difficult relationship with my MOOD, its like its got a mind of its own or that it's swelled up so much that it had sprung into life and became a separate entity than that of yours truly. So much..maybe TOO much there is I have to thank for starting from the start of this very year. My new job, my new life, my new acquaintances (which happened to be "important" people to me!), and friends that are brilliant workers/ talent. My new adventure!
I haven't had the need to go shopping anymore for a long time, I work more, and work that I enjoy, I learn more, I read more, I EXERCISE more (I've joined the gym!) I spend time with family more, I pray more, but most of all I get to do interesting projects, and create more. Which is by far very crucial :)

Who says you need to be in a state of prolific "darkness" to find "artistic depth" whatever the heck that means :)

His health

Wish my dad could go on a vacation!! throw off the bowlines, have fun, go on a yacht or something with my mom. I want him to be healthy - both in the mind and body. I want him to stop working - whether he loves it or for the sake of us - it doesn't matter. Just enjoy life, Dad! Those regular throbbing sounds from his throat that aches my heart, are like an constant pendulum of an inevitable painful reminder. What I'm going to do as a material token, (and when I've saved up), I'm definitely going to give back something,we are all trying to show our worth through this. But in the meantime, try to let go, and believe in us! We can survive on our own, we are all trying to be..

Thoughts when I see magnificent artwork, videos, ideas - whatever form:

I have always wanted my occupation to be more than just a job, but a learning experience,
the things that form an extension of the content inside this "container",
something to live for, something born of necessity, and passion. Something to connect myself to the world as a unity.

Insya Allah, I feel I'm heading there day by day :)