longing's and avoidance

What's wrong head? 
Sometimes I'm scared of myself.

restless ramblings

I don't want to be astray
I want to jump into an abyss
of the unknown,
And not have a single string of worry.

I'm here
but I'm not using the time well.
How far is patience?
Lead me back

Theres man who has a fear of heights.
Ironically, he works as a constructor

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